serious insanity: why do i always update about things long over? :P

school is finally over! at least, for me that is. my last day of school was last thursday. no one had to go to school yesterday cuz it was a furlough day, and monday through wednesday of next week is only for finals; i exempted all of my classes so i don't have to go! :D

i'm kinda sad that school's over since i won't get to see people for a couple of months and i won't even get to see some people for maybe ever again since half of my friends are going to the new veterans high school that was just finished being build this year, next year.

i have already started my babysitting job since yesterday. -__- unlike last year, shelle won't be babysitting with me everyday since she has some summer college classes and a job starting in a couple of weeks. she'll help get me educational stuff for the kids and drive us all to the library, but she won't be around to help relieve my boredom as much anymore.

one upside to this all is that i can finally catch up on everything online and on youtube that's been accumulating over the past months. one major downside to this is that i only have one day off every week so i only get 10 or so days off in all to go out and hang out with my friends out of my whole summer.

anyway, something happened last friday over here at my cousins' house that i kept on forgetting to blog about. normally, i would have just forgotten about mentioning something so long ago, but i keep on remembering and getting emotional about it.

last friday, shelle and i went over to our cousins' house to babysit them since their parent's weren't home. we weren't even there for ten minutes when i stepped on something really hard and pointy on my way into the kitchen where shelle was saying something.

when i put my foot up and looked to see what i had stepped on (still in the living room, a step away from the tiled kitchen), i pulled out a clear piece of glass that was basically shaped like a toothpick but only a centimeter long.

i pulled it out and stared at it in shock, looking down at my foot after a second to see blood welling up and starting to slide off my foot. i put my free hand that wasn't holding the glass at the end of my foot to stop the blood from falling while shelle was getting some paper towels or something to staunch the blood.

by the time that she got the paper towels and turned back to give it to me, she saw that blood was leaking through my fingers and onto the carpet. i'm still in shock about how much blood came out and how quickly it did.

i hopped into the kitchen, by then realizing that i should have done that in the first place cuz the blood would have been easier to clean off the tiles than the carpet, trying to staunch the blood and clean up all the blood with the wet paper towel shelle gave me while shelle went and tried to clean off the blood on the carpet. by that time, vi's dad came in and saw what was going on. he found some cotton balls and held it over the wound to staunch the blood; i tried to get the dried blood off my foot and fingers with the wet paper towel.

a little bit later, daddy came in. after having found out what happened, he saw the blood on the carpet and was getting into shelle about why we didn't go into the kitchen when i was bleeding since it was easier to clean off there. both shelle and daddy were arguing, daddy angry since we're so stupid to have not thought to have gone to the kitchen as soon as i started bleeding since blood's hard to get out and how were they going to sell the house if there's this huge bloodstain on the carpet? and shelle was crying, arguing back.

by that time, my foot had stopped bleeding. i was trying to clean off all of the dried blood (it's so hard to get off! no wonder people always wear gloves when killing people and stuff; it takes them forever to clean it all off and that's hard to do when they're trying to escape quickly). i was at the sink, trying to get all of the blood off of my hand and tears were coming out as i listened to shelle argue with daddy inbetween her tears.

i mean, why was he getting so mad at us? this had never happened to any of us before, how were we supposed to anticipate something like this? i'm sorry for being in such a shock to not think beforehand to go to the kitchen when i bled all over the place.

our uncle had cleaned off the blood in the carpet and gotten me a bandaid during the whole argument, after i finished trying to wash my hands and sat next to shelle on the couch, both of us crying.

i keep on remembering one thing she said to daddy: "i'm sorry for not thinking about the carpet when i was trying to take care of my sister who was bleeding." or something along those lines (it's been a week; specific details start getting hazy by then). and all daddy said was, "shut up."

he left a little while after that. i stayed on the couch crying, angry and hurt. from the whole ordeal, it seemed that my dad cared more about selling the freaking house more than that one of his daughters had gotten hurt. i didn't have a serious injury, i admit, but, what the fuck? some parenting skills my parents seem to have.

if anything, this just proved that i really do only rely on my sister, and that our family is not close at all. but i had already realized that years ago when brian became they're spoiled brat.

anyway, that's it for that. i have a bunch of pictures i wanted to post on here for a while but kept on forgetting about..

this is so cool. i love illusions like these.

i'll finish this post later when i can get better interweb [at cousins house where there's no interweb but our wireless one at home which is really week over here]. EDIT: done :P

and this is so cute. there are like, a bajillion pictures of cats doing hilariously cute things online

and i found out that donghae and henry both have twitter accounts last week. i check them every once in a while cuz they upload lots of pics and they're so adorable!

these are some of donghae's twitpics

it took me a moment to realize that it amber was the other person on the left and not a random trainee boy -__-"

eunhae~ i swear that boy knows how to get fans to scream XD

SUJU/2PM LOVE :D

they are so strange, but that's why we love them

and here are some pics from henry's twitpic

again, it took me a while to realize that it was amber with henry in the pics. then i spazzed cuz they're both american and can speak english to each other XD