serious insanity

Monday, July 14, 2014

Help, I've fallen and I can't get up XD

I think I'm really starting to fall for him, lol. We hungout until 3:30 this morning because my mom wasn't home and I didn't want to think about all of my responsibilities that I should have been doing because I've been procrastinating and wouldn't be able to see him until the end of the week. So instead of being totally productive yesterday, like I should have been, I invited him over around 7:30 to hangout since I wouldn't be able to see him until Thursday or Saturday.

So yeah, I haven't been able to stop thinking about him in between trying to motivate myself to work on my speech and be productive. Even before last night, I haven't been able to stop thinking about him since last Friday, when he also came over. -__-" And smiling whenever I remember all of the stuff we talked about and did.

I think this crush is getting a little out of hand, lol. I looked up the words "crush tumblr" on Google images, and I found a couple pics that described what's been going on with us, lol.

I really like to tease him because it's so easy to do so, lol. Whenever we're play-fighting, I just have to say "ow" and he gives up. When he playfully threatens to do something mean to me, I just say, "No, you won't! You like me too much to do that," and he just gives up and says that I'm too smart, lol. I'm a menace. XD

So I'm his weakness, but he's also mine, lol. Because even though I'm mentally stronger than him, he's still physically stronger than me, and it's unfair just how much he's distracting me even when he's not around! D:

He also smelt really good. I don't know if he was wearing cologne or not because it was it was really subtle and I forgot to ask. I'm pretty sure I only smelt it because we were laying next to each other, lol. I hope he wears it again the next time I see him. >__<

A lot of the pics were more romantic or pining than anything I ever felt with him though, but all crushes are different, I guess. And I guess it's different when you already know that he likes you; there's definitely less uncertainty to deal with. Not gonna lie, I just use that as a weapon as well, lol. He'll call me ridiculous or weird, and I'm just like, "You like me anyway!" and he's just defeated. XD

Saw this and kind of want to send it to him to fill out. XD

I don't really care about 3 or 5, but it's still really cute.

Friday, July 11, 2014

Have some poetry

Found this poem on Twitter the other day. I really liked it.

You should definitely check out Poems Porn in general. They tweet a lot of really awesome poems.

Thursday, July 10, 2014

Procrastination and Unproductivity: My Life

My life is a spiral of unproductivity. D:

I should be updating my resume and work on an awesome writing sample so that I can potentially get an internship pretty soon or at least applying online for the new McDonald's that just opened up a few weeks ago while they're still looking for more workers and while I still know people who are already working there. D:

At the least, I should be working on my stupid speech, who's rough draft I completely wrote last minute with plenty of distractions because of David (It's really more my fault for not realizing that it was due the day that I was hanging out with him. -__-"). Or I should at least be reading the last three chapters from Macroecon because I totally spaced out in class this week and have no idea what's going on.

This is just not a good time for me and my unproductivity. ;__;

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Top Ten Tuesday: Blogging Confessions

Top Ten Tuesday is a weekly feature hosted by the Broke and Bookish.

This is a day late, but I really wanted to do this post, so I'm gonna! :P There wasn't much time to even think about blogging yesterday since I had last minute homework to do and got totally distracted by hanging out with David, lol.

Top Five Blogging Confessions:

I schedule my posts sometimes when I know that I won't have time to write up a post or get on my laptop the next day or few days and already have ideas on what to blog about. Like, most of last week's posts were scheduled because I was too busy cramming or on the road to blog about anything, so in a fit of procrastination, I quickly wrote up four posts and published ahead of time.
I haven't really looked at any other blogs for the past year. I've been really getting out of my book blogging phase for the past year or two, which saddens me. :/
Most of the time when I blog now is when I'm procrastinating on doing other important things like studying or homework or replying to emails. -__-" I feel like this is really obvious since I'm always talking about how I need to go and actually be productive at the end of many posts, lol.
I tried to apply for the Google AdSense thing a while ago to make money off of my blog, but I got disapproved, lol. Guess I didn't have enough viewers and was niched enough.
I generally keep my blog a secret. I've only told a few people about it over the years. Even though it's public, I still don't feel comfortable with having people I actually know read it. :\

Friday, July 4, 2014

Going on a mini-vacation

Happy Independence Day!

I'm gonna be in DC with my family all weekend and won't be coming back until Monday, so I probably won't be able to post anything until Tuesday.

I don't know what we're gonna be doing--my dad just wanted to take us to DC since the last and only time we went as a family, we were only little kids--but I hope there's wifi because my parents and bro used most of the data while they were in Hawaii, and I really want to get on Tumblr today just to see all of the patriotic parodies on there, lol.

I mean, look at these two:

So yeah, I'll be on a little hiatus for now, but I haven't really been posting much on weekends lately anyway, so I doubt you'll miss me. :P

Now if you'll excuse me, I need to read a bunch of chapters and take an online quiz for class since I won't be able to do it before I come back and hangout with Lauren for a bit before I leave tomorrow. XD