a walk, our talk

i was meaning to post yesterday about what i did yesterday and stuff. not really anything big, but i still wanted to remember everything that's been happening recently.

so we went to books a million yesterday and walmart (first time in months). at BAM, i actually ran into corey (dood who formed the anime manga club altho he doesnt want to be prez). he was trying to find some new interesting manga and i started helping him out by pointing out really girly manga and yaoi manga cuz i knew that he wouldnt like it. and he was being all pervy and stuff like usual, showing me manga that were all hentai.

then shelle came and he started whispering stuff to me like "she's hot", "ask her if she's got a boyfriend", and stuff like that. it was really funny since he wasnt being really quiet about it but shelle later told me that she kinda tuned our convo out so she didnt hear half of it.

and brian and yen (cuzin from vietnam) came with us too, and they were over at the other side where all of the geeks were dueling yu-gi-oh cards (from little kids to high schoolers). we were about to leave so shelle went over there to tell them that, and she told me that she heard some doods saying that she's hot. some other dood was like, "she's out of your league, man".

AHAHA!!! she got hit on by geeks at BAM!! XD that was so funny!

and then we went to walmart and shelle saw 2 people from her school.

after we got home, we (shelle and i) went for a walk. i told her about what michael told me earlier this week (dont really wanna get into it. i'm tired of him and everything he puts onto me), and then we got talking about guys, crushes, everything.

we walked around an hour, getting off topic all the time, talking about everything and catching up. and then, when we went back home, shelle had to clean her shoes so we talked even more while she did that.

it felt really good. we hadnt had a talk like that in ages. prolly since we moved here. but yeah, lately, it had seemed that every weekend, when she was here, we didnt really hang out that much since the little cuzins always played with her and homework got in the way. so it felt good to finally hang out and get everything that's been going through my mind lately, off my chest and the other way around.

...yeah, what i planned to tell you about what happened earlier this week is really unimportant, so i'm not gonna bother telling. :P maybe this will actually be a short post! :D

and now onto DBSK! cuz of course i hafta mention them in every post! XP

version c of their new cd is finally out! i dunno if i ever mentioned it to you or not, but oh well. this version has 4 extra songs in it. one written and composed by micky, another written and also composed by jaejoong, and one song sung by junsu, changmin, and 2 members from super junior.

i've seen the album pics of the new version and they look really GOOD. specially jae XD but that's prolly cuz i love him the most. ^^

could he be any more perfect? >_<

sekshi.. XD

and that's not all! their new music video is finally out! the vid was very, very awesome. not like that's surprising. :P the dancing was very well choreographed as expected, too. very smooth and sekshi. :P

and micky got a new hair cut again. he dyed it brown, too. it kinda reminds me of how he looked in his hug days wayyy in the beginning. it looks good, but i'm pretty sure that any hair style would look good on him. :P

that's it for now.


pointy.star

the past, the now, and hopefully the future

wow, so many thoughts are rushing through my mind right now. i dont know what to say first cuz i'm scared that i'll forget everything else that i want to say. this happens alot; when i'm telling you, or when i just... think.

well, firstly, i'll just start here: it's veteran's day. didnt have to go to school today (yay! got to sleep in!). i have 2 projects due - one this friday, the other next thursday - so i worked on that for a couple of hours. after doing all of that, i've been free to do whatever i wanted which has been a first for me in a while.

i mean, yeah, i goof off on fridays and saturdays and start working on school stuff on sunday, but it's different (somehow) since this is a school day. either way, i'm really glad that we got to have a day off today (does taylor county have today off, too?). i really needed it. and i'm gonna be even gladder on friday next week cuz that's the start of thanksgiving holidays!

anyways, the point of mentioning this: i've finally got free time, and since i've basically done everything that i wanted/needed to do, i've had time to actually THINK. something i dont do much. half the time is cuz i dont have the time, and the other half is cuz i... just dont want to think. i dont want to remember things and ask myself questions that i dont have any answers to.

i saw two other people's blogs and they're totally different from what i did on mine. they didnt exactly put personal stuff like i've done and stuff. and i looked at my profile page and it said that i have 87 profile views. now i know that it doesnt mean that that many people actually LOOKED at my blog, but some have got to. i know that at least one person did, they actually left a comment.

but anyways (i say that alot, dont i? :P) i dunno, it made me think about if it's really a good idea to even post what i do on here? or if i should make this private instead of public. i know the reason why i made this public in the first place though; i'm not afraid to admit it on here where i dont know anyone and they dont know me.

i made it public cuz i was hoping that maybe i could make a friend on here. that on some crazy chance, someone could read this and leave a comment and sooner or later, become friends. because that's something i've always wanted. to have a friend from somewhere far away who doesnt know me so i could tell all of these things to them. i've always wanted a penpal or someone on the internet to talk to ever since i read the year of secret assignments. it sounds totally cool. but, i guess i wont be able to make one. :(

secondly: my sucky, boring life. as you've prolly figured by now, my life's boring. i'm boring. nothing happens. i have no stories to tell except for the one's from my imagination. it's the truth.

that's why i want a friend who've i've never met. so i can tell them about my life and get a responce back. i know that i have best friends, but i know that we're not exactly that close anymore. how can we be? i've moved. so i dont think that i could ever tell them what i tell you.

and michelle and i are really close, but there's only so much i of what i think and feel that i can put into words. and i've already kinda told her this before, and her advice was good, but it's not me. i couldnt do it. sometimes, it's better to not get family involved.

honestly, i dont know how to make friends like i did in taylor. i'm one of the quiet people who listens to other people's stories. i'm a wallflower. and when i occasionally get hyper, then i act random and crazy. something that's only happened once at the new school and it only lasted for a couple of minutes in math.

i have no life; i dont know what i'd do if i never discovered DBSK. i've been a fan of theirs for around 3 months and i've watched almost all of the vids that they're in on youtube. i know ALOT of things about every member, and i bet that if i actually tried, i could learn the lyrics to a couple of their songs. thanks to them, i made it through the first month of school with songs like proud and watching hilarious vids of them to cheer me up and keep me going.

growing up, at school, you always get asked questions like, what do you want to be when you grow up? and who is your role model? well, i still dont know what i want to do in the future, but i can finally say that DBSK are my role models. even when they wanted to give up, they didnt, and now, they're all the way at the top.

i was looking at my blog earlier, and i realized that i've almost had it for a whole year. i wanted to know the exact date that i started it, so i went all the way back to my first post in january. i ended up reading all 4 posts that i made in that month, and wow, life was so much more simpler back then. no where as hard as it is now. i wonder if i've grown mentally because of moving.

i wonder how long i'll post on here? all the way through high school to college? next year (i doubt it)? either way, i want to look back on here one day in the future, and read every post that i've ever made. it was nostalgic just reading the first posts on here but it made me happy. because, you know, i have a bad memory and stuff, so i'll forget alot. i'm glad that i'll remember what happened in the past on here.

you know, the maximum i've ever posted a month has been 4? i have a feeling that since i dont really like all of these reaalllllyyyy long posts, the max is gonna eventually change. but i dunno, since it all depends on if i have free time or not.

and thirdly: my birthday party last saturday.

lately, parties always surprise me (not that i've been to alot lately). at my party, i got to see old friends whom i've met at other parties, i saw my old crush's older brother (they look so alike, i thought that it was him until tony told me it wasnt), embarressed myself alot, played a song on the guitar that i learned in a couple of hours, and recieved alot of money (twice as much as i expected).

but yeah, some people from the last party we went to (johnson or nixon's graduation party over the summer) came; johnson and nixon, too. we actually got along pretty well and hung out in my room most of the time.

so, i didnt get any presents. instead, everyone gave me money, and everytime, mommy would make me say thank you in viet to them. everytime i said it, they'd laugh at me! and i dont get why either!

but that wasnt the only embarressing thing, tho. my aunt kimberly who's not really my aunt (known her and her family since forever so they're practically family) found out that i'm learning how to play the guitar and kinda forced me into playing happy birthday on the guitar for her later. problem was that i didnt know how, so i had to go on the internet and find some tabs for it and learn it quickly. luckily, i found some tabs for playing it on one string cuz i could NOT understand the other tabs that required more than one string (still a beginnier who doesnt study :P). so i practiced inbetween going downstairs and thanking people.

i spent around 1-2 hours mastering it. but i think tony did it better than i did and he's never played the guitar before. he plays the violen, though.

before i had to cut my cake, i was forced to play happy birthday for everyone to hear which sounded impossible cuz it was so loud. johnson and vinh tried to get the karioke mic to work so that everyone could hear it since it was so loud, but it didnt work.

in the end, after i started playing the 2nd time (messed up on the 1st), it got really quiet so everyone heard me playing. when i finished, everyone started clapping and i was shocked cuz all of a sudden, i noticed that all of the adults and people had formed this big circle around me in the living room. i thought that no one would be able to hear my performance but i was wrong.

and then i got to cut the first chunk out of my cake. ice cream cake! and then i let shelle cut the rest for me cuz i had to pass it around to everyone. i figured that we'd have at least a third or fourth of the cake left, but dood, there was only a small chunk a little bit bigger than an inch left in the end! but it was really good. XD

the party didnt really get started until around 6 and by 10, almost everyone left already. it was really short compared to the ones we usually go to. but almost everyone we came were chicken farmers, so they prolly have to go back to their work.

but, by the end of the night o (or early morning, i forgot), i finished making my first video. :D i found out that i have windows movie maker on my laptop and i wanted to try it out. it's pretty easy once you get used to it. i just need to find out if i can cut clips and audios from the beginning (not only the ends) or else i'm gonna start looking for a new movie maker.

but i made the movie with the pics and clips that i took of my group of idiot friends the first (and only so far) time they all came over to my house. i couldnt really find a song to go with it, but i think the song that i chose goes kinda well with it. i'm still debating on if i should upload it on youtube (so i can show it to them) but i dunno since the new laws saying that you cant put videos of other people without their permission...

i'm gonna go now. worse than last time, this post took 2 hours to do. and no pictures =3=

well... one pic!


pointy.star :P

different kinds of relationships for everyone

so on monday, i went to the library to start on my lit project. all of a sudden, this girl just sat down at my table and put her head down. i didnt bother her since i thought that she was gonna go to sleep for a bit.

but then, a minute later, i heard her laughing so i looked up, cuz i thought that she was sleeping. she had her arm out, leaning her head down on her hand and the other free hand was holding her cell phone. she was looking at the screen and making small laughing noises, only, it didnt seem right.

a minute later, i realized why. her "laughing" had eventually turned into sobbing. she was still staring at her phone, her hand that was propping her head up was now covering her eyes.

i was shocked. i never expected anything like that to happen. then, a teacher who had walked past us suddenly noticed her crying and askied if she wanted to go home. the girl said that she already called, she was waiting for someone to pick her up. the teacher offered her if she wanted to wait in her room away from prying eyes, but the girl said no.

after a bit, the teacher left and i stared down at my paper. the girl wasnt crying uncontrolably or anything; she just sobbed a few times every minute. i was stuch between asking her what was wrong and just leaving her alone since it kinda seemed like she wanted that.

but before i could do anything, another teacher noticed her and started asking her what was wrong. i couldnt really hear her since her words were kind of muffled behind her hand, but i heard something about her boyfriend's not speaking to her anymore and she doesnt know why.

the teacher kept reassuring her that everything's going to be okay, and eventually left. it was back to before; her sobbing and me trying to make up my mind. it was a few minutes until the bell rang so i figured that i'd leave her alone since she was gonna go home anyways. so i finished my homework and left her alone. i didnt want her to get mad at me for being nosy anyways (emotional people have uncontrolable mood swings!).

but now that i think about it, i shouldnt have left her alone. i should of asked her what was wrong. even people who like to keep to themselves need to tell someone what's going on every once in a while, or else they'd explode, and sometimes (as i realized the night before from the fic my pingpong boy), telling your problems to a stranger can be a good thing. it's one thing to tell an adult your problems, but it's a whole nother thing telling it to someone around your own age who can relate more.

and i realized when i lookeed back on it, that there were a couple of empty tables around me. if she had really wanted to be alone, she'd be more likely to go sit by herself. but she didnt. i dunno, i could be misinterpreting everything since the girl could of been thinking about something else since she was basically having a meltdown.

either way, i regret not talking to her. i feel bad cuz i think that i might of been some help, but i didnt do anything. it's frustrating to regret cuz it's just as bad as being helpless.

anyways, the reason why i even started writing this was cuz i remembered that haley's got a boypren now (bobby. everyone expected it since they always hang out). i doubt that anything like that would ever happen to her since it's totally not her, at least not anytime soon.

but like i said earlier, i dont like feeling regret and helpless. so i told her in her letter that if she has any problems, she'd better tell me; i dont know if i'll be able to help her, but i'm gonna try.

oh yea! taylor said that she was gonna bring cupcakes to 1st period to celebrate her birfday (she ended up bringing brownies instead)! free food in the morning!

jeez, all day on my birfday (also election day), all everyone talked about was either about obama or mccain. in every class, it was mentioned at least once and that was all i heard in the halls. and we actually had an announcement at the end of the day by our principal saying that we couldnt wear any politcal stuff to school any more. the teachers said that we couldnt even talk about it in class. but yeah, on my birfday, we got our first black (technically, islamic) president in history.

people have been telling me that our school's bad. apparently, that's why we always have at least one police officier on campus. i just thought that it was cuz it's a pretty big school and all big schools have one. but our school's not as bad as macon's schools. jen says that half of our school are gang members, druggies, and whores, and that includes the kids in honor classes. i was surprised at that; no one i've met are anything like that. altho, i've only met around 120 people out of more than 1000, so that could be why.

the only person who i've met who's even remotely close to a whore is caleb. he kinda reminds me of evan when he hits on everyone and tries to be sexy (he only ends up looking like a retard, tho). but yeah, he's a player who flirts with any good looking girl. all he talks about is sex or whatever he says eventually ends up with sex or something along the lines. and he's really loud when he gets into whatever he's talking about, so the people who pass by our table at lunch gives him crazy looks half the time.

ugh, robby and mike double-teamed me and kept poking me during the last 10 minutes in tech theater on tuesday and wednesday. when i managed to block one of them, the other would get behind me and poke me! i couldnt defend myself at all!

katey and i have come to the conclusion that mike is like a kitty. at first, we thought that he was a puppy cuz he would act childish when people told him to do something (mainly tyler), but when katey asked him to do something, he actually did it (no, he doesnt like her like that, he has a girlfriend). when i mentioned that to her, she said, "yeah, he's like a puppy." but today, i had a piece of string and he kept trying to catch it even though i kept on moving it around at the last second. this went on for at least a whole minute with his eyes glued on the piece of string.

then i said, "you know, you're more like a kitty, not a puppy."

he said, "yeah, i like dogs but-" stares at string "-i like cats more."

so yeah, now he's katey's kitty. he doesnt know what to do unless you tell him and that takes a while. :P

dood! i cant believe that krista and john are going out! lindsey told me on myspace the other day. i never expected them to get together. i always thought that haley and john eventually would get together and become the offical Creamy Couple like our group had always predicted. i really need to call krista...

in science yesterday, we were supposed to do a lab but the thing we were supposed to experiment with wasnt working, so we got to spend the whole period looking at things through a microscope. it was really cool! i got to look at these small snails (about the same width as my pinky nail) and jamie and megan looked at the roots of their hair. it was disgustingly fascinating. it looked really gross, but you just couldtnt look away.

and michael was acting all depressed and angry (he kept banging his head on the table cuz he said that it makes him feel better) and it was pissing me off. he kept saying how he was glad that this day was finally over (after school while waiting for the bus) and exploding and getting mad at our classmates.

like i said, it was pissing me off. he wouldnt tell me why he was so angry and yet he kept on bringing it up and crap. like he wanted me to keep on asking him what was wrong when i dont give a crap. if you're not gonna frickin tell me, then dont bring it up; i dont care.

i'm not even nice to him anymore; more like curt with my words and half the time, i give him the cold shoulder. i dont see why he still hangs out with me. but then again, today, he told me that i'm his best friend cuz i'm the only one who cares about him; something that no one has ever done before. now that i think about it, what about his girlfriend for 3 years? i really wish that i could think of these things when they happen, so it'd be much easier to deal with. but anyways, what the heck? when have i ever cared for him?

i think that our friendship is really twisted. like how it is in some books. and i'm the bad guy. you know those relationships where the boyfriend or girlfriend cheats on their boyfriend or girlfriend or is just plain mean and abusive towards them, but in the end, the cheated/abused boyfriend/girlfriend still ends up crawling back to them. yeah, i'm the bad person and michael's the pathetic one who always keeps on coming back. but i'm not that bad, i mean, i dont make fun of him or anything, i just get annoyed with him and ignore him. but he still waits for me at the end of the day when i'm at my locker and wants me to walk with him after science's over to got to our lockers.

i wish that he'd leave me alone. i dont want to say anything like it to him cuz i dont want him to be all emo and kill himself. i dont want his death to be on my conscience or anything. i mean, i normally wouldnt want to be alone with no friends in a class, but if i was gonna be alone cuz michael finally left me alone, then i would. it's more like, because of him, i dont have any friends in there.

whatever. i dont want to deal with this right now.

so yeah, it was my birfday this week. i'm gonna have a party cuz my parents wants to show everyone where we live now. the party's tomorrow so i hafta clean my room up and make it look like i dont even live here :P but i'm gonna procrastinate like always. and i have 2 projects i need to be working on, too. and some people from ATL are gonna be spending the night, too.

*sighs* i havent had alot of sleep all this week. one day, i only slept for 2 hours. i've been dozing off in health but it doesnt help. but yeah, looks like i'm never gonna get enough sleep anytime soon.

and last night, i found this thing on my computer that can take screen shots and i showed shelle (we're not sure why she came home yesterday) it and we found this sound recorder on our laptops, too. so we tested out the recorder to see if it worked and dood! i never knew my voice sounds like that! i dont really like it. i was gonna record myself later to hear it again.

haha, today was mr. thompson's birfday (turned 29) and someone gave him a tiara in his 1st period. we convinced him to wear it but he took it off after a few seconds. it was really funny tho.

hmm... what's new about DBSK? well, jaejoong dyed his hear back to black. just saw a video of them winning ANOTHER award for mirotic, and jae looked so CUTE when he got a bouquet for winning. XD and junsu's on this tv show all by himself without the rest of the members. it's really funny cuz it keeps on getting awkward and junsu just keeps on laughing to make it go away. and i found out that micky, jaejoong, and yunho have all smoked before. i dont know if any are still smoking. i hope they all stopped. i dont want them to die earlier than possible because of smoking.

and i found these hilarious comics a while ago. :P







...i thought there was more... oh well :P they're pretty funny.

and a pic of jae looking adorably cute XD
gonna go now

pointy.star

my birfday! ...soon :P

in 2 days to be exact. just ta let you know. XP

and yeah, i know it's the same day as election day. it's always been.

anyways, i was planning to go to the one act play that i've work on the set so hard for the last 2 months in tech theater, with shelle this weekend because, come on! i made part of the set! i wanna go see how it goes with the show! but now i cant. i'm having a birfday party on saturday and i dont think mommy and daddy will let me leave my own party to go watch the play (the play's showing on friday and saturday nite but since shelle's gonna work at the festival on saturday, she's not coming home on friday so i cant go on that day).

i dont really want to have a party this year. i know that last year, i complained to mommy about how shelle and brian both got to have birfday parties that year and i didnt, but i didnt really mean that i wanted to have a birfday party this year. i mean, i'm turning 16 next year so i'm gonna have one then, so i dont really need to have one this year. but i cant tell mommy to cancel it, she already called alot of people.

the people who are coming are our chicken house friends. the weekend after my party, we're gonna celebrate brian's birfday, and the people from ATL and stuff are going to his party.

ah! not fair! i just realized that brian's gonna get more money! people from the chicken houses only give 20s or something around there. the people from ATL give around 50s. i admit that i'm saying this partially cuz i'm greedy (i've been broke ever since this summer), but also because i still dont think it's fair that brian's gonna get all of this money to spend on games and other useless crap and i know that he's gonna get it cuz he did it last year.

you know what? whatever. i didnt want a party anyways.

i had a crazy conversation with mike on monday. he was telling me and wesley about this fight he got in to with this girl. this 9 year old girl stuck her tongue out at him and it was on. he stuck his tongue out, the girl hit him, he poked her back, she called him poop, and he called her a poopyhead. it was a very intense match.

and then he told us that he doesnt cuss. his cuss word is poop cuz he can say it and not get in trouble. at that, wesley asked him how old he was and mike said that he's 15, but he's really 4 on the inside. :P

then wesley ditched us cuz he didnt want to work anymore and it was just me, mike, and alicia. mike started telling alicia about his fight and i said, "wow, a 4 year old up against a 9 year old."

then he said, "i was being ganged up on, too. she brought her sister and-"

i interrupted him and asked how old her sister was. she's 6.

then we somehow changed the topic cuz i dropped my paper and said doody. he gave a me a look (like he's one to talk :P) and i told him that my friends laugh when i say doody and alicia started laughing at us and said that our conversation was really amusing.

we somehow got talking about anime and he was telling me about naruto shippuden and the 2nd time he said shippuden, i let out a giggle and said, "poo." cuz when you pronounce shippuden, i goes like this ship-poo-den. so i couldnt help but notice it said poo. :P

so we started laughing at that and alicia was just shaking her head at us, thinking that we're retarded. i don blame her. i mean, at some point, i thought that he said something about pokemon. and into that until he thought that i called him poop and was about to get offended.

oh! i just realized that i know 3 michaels@ ant they're all different races@ one's white, one's black, and one's asian (the dummy i was talking to earlier). weird...

man! it was FREEZING last tuesday and wednesday! my fingers were freezing, so it took a while to even write properly!

josh is so weird. he was wearing shorts during those 2 days. i started wondering if he even owned any pair of pants since i've never seen him wearing any before. but on thursday, he actually came to school in pants, so i guess he does own a few pairs. :P

oh yeah! i'm gonna have a shirt with my name on the back of it! it's for the one act play that we've spent the last 2 months working on! and for every play that the school does, they always make a shirt for it with the names of the cast and crew on the back. since i'm in tech theater and i helped with building the set, my name's gonna be on it. so of course i'm gonna buy a shirt (bought it last week actually :P).

i dont know if i wanna join tech theater again next year, so i want something to remember what i did in there. and, this is the first shirt that i've got that's got HOCO's name on it. the school's got a LOT of different shirts about the school and i dont have any so now, i guess i'm offically a HOCO person.

and mrs. jardin told us that since we helped build the set, we'd get 2 free tickets so we could go with someone, and during the show, we could poke the person we brought and tell them that we helped make that. :P but i guess i cant go...

halloween was last friday. i didnt go, but brian, shelle, and all of our cuzins went so we have alot of candy. and mommy bought marshmellows earlier that week and i sooo want some s'mores!

and now onto DBSK like always!

as you can see, micky got a haircut. i guess he was tired of his hair getting into his eyes. :P he looks so different tho. i didnt recognize him at first! o__o

oh my god, i saw them on come to play and i was laughing my head off! changmin has casnova blood running through him, junsu's kenyan, micky's eyes dialating when he sees pretty women, jaejoong demonstrating it, junsu and his twin, yunho and jaejoong's sleeping habits, changmin's "furious" set, jaejoong and his stalker pics ("if he ever lost his cell phone, we'd have a huge emergency!")and junsu's lack of fashion sense! XDDD they were so funny and adorkable! and the MC's and other people made it even funnier! ^w^

lemme see if i can finally figure out how to post videos on here correctly. here's the first one, hopefully. :P


well, there's not really that much interesting info about them this week other than what i've already said besides them modeling for a couple of different clothing brands (jae looks fricken sekshi in half of them XP) and they've had a couple of fansigning events and getting awards for mirotic cuz they're awesome like that.

oh yar! they're also in the process of making a music video for wrong number! the song that jae actually raps in! cant wait to see it! they have a really nice looking car in it that has TVXQ on it's license plates. and the hotel they're shooting it in is VERY NICE.

and the car :)

so that's all for today. i've really gotta start studying and finishing my health project.


pointy.star

within an hour, i've become...

obsessed and fangirling all over again. XP i'll get to that in a minute, though. need to say some other stuff first before i go fangirl on ya. :P

it is now 4:28 AM. lately, i've been waking up around 2-4 in the morning and going back to sleep half an hour later. this morning, i woke up at 3 and i couldnt go back to sleep, and i started thinking. and the stuff that i was thinking of, i wanted to put on here or else i'd never remember to do it the next time i wake up. but i made the mistake of reading some recent blog entries that i missed yesterday from the blogs that i've been watching/subscribing to which are all about DBSK, and now, i cant believe it!

so before i tell you this awesome news, let me tell you about the stuff that was thinking about earlier BEFORE i read any posts. and here i thought that it'd be a short-ish post. :P

dood! i found out that sophia used to live in england! no wonder her british accent was really good! but yeah, she lived there at one of the american bases cuz of her parent's jobs.

half of the people in my 1st period class have parents who workd at the base in warner robins which would explain why so many kids at the skool have lived in other countries before (i just now realized), and here i thought it was because everyone was rich or something. no one in my math class has been to austrilia before, though.

stairs are evil. i was going up the first flight of stairs to math when right in the middle of the thing, i think my right foot didnt step on the step all the way, so i slipped. luckily, the place was pretty empty with only one person in front and hehind me, so if i fell, not alot of people would of gotten hurt. BUT! i didnt fall, i just dropped my books in shock. and the dood in front of me picked up my binder for me and asked me if i was okay. some people are really nice. :D and i'm a klutz.

and i realized something very important on that same day (tuesday) in math. i realized it when i was talking to monica and she agreed with me 100%. the super important, very valuable lesson in life is this: skittles are meant to be shared. especially if you're one of the people who dont have any. :P

my math class is flippin AWESOME! we're her 5th period so by then, she knows if some of the works she gives the earlier classes are useless or not, so she doesnt bother using it with us. and, we're her advanced math class so while it takes 25 minutes for some classes to learn something, we learn it in 10, and she doesnt want us to get too far ahead, so she lets us do whatever we want for the remainder of the period. which means goofing off.

yesterday, we finished our stuff quickly and stuffs so we had 30 minutes to do whatever, so we asked her if we could in the corner of her room where we sat at the last time we had a free day, and she agreed. half of the girls in the class (we're the cool ones. the other girls who didnt join, are the preps who dont have a sense of our awesome humor :P) made this lumpy circle together and we told funny stories about funny stuff that they did in movie theaters, played telephone, sophia showed us the russian laugh (i friggin DIED from laughing so hard when ashliegh did it in a high pitch version of it and mrs. kirk gave our group a weird look), and sophia told us that we were gonna be power rangers so we had to claim our colors quick. i was the blue ranger of course. XD

man, sophia's right. our class would be totally boring if she wasnt there.

taylor got a haircut over the weekend, and when dawn saw it in 6th period on monday, she said this: "aww. taylor, you look so cute! you look like dora the explorer." we busted out laughing at that cuz we just then realized that it WAS true. she did look like dora , and i was also laughing cuz of the way dawn had said it. she was being completely honest and sincere.

and on wednesday, we had a fire drill during 6th period and we were supposed to stand with our class outside. jamie, megan, dawn, me and a couple of people couldnt find the rest of our class, s we were starting to list everyone that we couldnt find. when someone said taylor, jamie said, "right. has anyone seen dora?" :D

here are some icons that i found yesterday on photobucket when i should of been looking for something else. :P it's alot now that i think about it. but i did find them all from over 30 pages...



i think corey's gonna ask me out sooner or later. i really hope that i'm wrong, altho all of the arrows are pointing towards it. cuz, on myspace, i was asking him if we were gonna get club t-shirts or not, and he replied something along the lines of "yeah, you so wanna go out with me. i cant help it that i'm so good looking." something like that, i'm too lazy to go on myspace to get it word for word for you. but yeah, where did THAT come from a question about club t-shirts? O.o

and he sent me another message asking me if i had a boyfriend or not cuz "the thought just crossed his mind" or soemthing like that. again, too lazy to get. :P i told him no and that i havent been interested in anybody lately (except for jaejoongie of course, but i didnt tell him that XD). i hope he gets the hint before things get even weirder.

but seriously, how can he like me if he doesnt even know anything about me other than the fact that i like anime and manga? how can people like someone when they barely even know them. wait, that's a stupid question. i mean, in all of those stories, there's always that love at first sight stuff and similar things, too.

did i like marvin without knowing about him? i definitely know that i didnt like him at first sight, i just saw him like i saw everyone else at the party. and then i started crushing on him after the party was over and i couldnt get him out of my head. arent all crushes supposed to be like that? where you cant stop thinking about someone? that's what i thought it was and i havent had those feelings for anyone else yet, which is why i dont think i like anyone (except jaejoong, but it's not really a crush since i'll never be able to meet him. what i have for jae is not a crush, more like a fangir love XD). but anyways, i started liking marvin AFTER i got to know him from his funny stories now that i think about it.

my health teacher told my class this once. the first time you get high is supposed to be amazing and stuff, which is why you get high again and again, trying to have the same experience as the first time. are crushes like that, too? like the saying goes, you never forget your first love. isnt it the same for your first crush?

i dont think so. something in my gut is telling me that it's gonna happen again and again when i meet the right guy. so i guess i just havent met anyone yet who i can crush on.

okay, now that i've gotten all of THAT offa my chest, onto the fangirling!! XD

check it out!!!

- after searching high and low for the most accurate information, we present to you the following news regarding FUSE TV's EXCELLENT ADVENTURE FEAT. DBSK

EVERY TUESDAY @ 11:30pm (eastern time)
*SEE MAP OF NATE'S ADVENTURES*
(click on each countries' button and read info ^^)

Ep.01 - Bolkow Castle Party, Poland 10/07/08 *aired*
Ep.02 - Gnawa Music Festival, Morocco 10/14/08 *aired*
Ep.03 - Sumfest, Jamaica 10/21/08 *aired*

Ep.04 - Waken Open Air Festival, Germany 10/28/08
Ep.05 - Rockness Festival, Scotland 11/05/08
Ep.06 - Ibiza, Spain 11/12/08
Ep.07 - Ganesh Music Festival, India 11/19/08
EP.08 - ASIAN SONG FESTIVAL, KOREA 11/26/08

credit: usaeve@Soompi

and i can watch fuse on DirecTV channel 339! i need to find out if we have that channel later... but i still wont be able to watch it, it's gonne be on a school night starting at 11:30. i'm going to hope that someone very kind and nice in the US will have upload it on youtube very soon.

but oh my gosh! DBSK is gonna be on there! i think. cuz i saw a post saying that nate got to interview them and some Cassiopeians (their official korean fan base name) and some other stuff. but yeah, i really wanna see what other bands are gonna be on it too!

but yeah, that was the main thing i was fangirling about although it's taking place in a month form now. :D

oh! and because of this!


i'm guessing that it's a recent poll thingie since it does say 2008 on it. it says to join and vote for your fav band and stuff, as of yesterday, they stopped cuz they didnt want an influx of registers who are creating double accounts and stuff, which really sucks cuz that's the only online voting place for stuff like this in english.

but, DBSK is doing pretty good. they got number 1 in i think 4 of the categories! i cant believe that they're in 6th place in america though! wait, it says americaS, so is it counting both north and south america? and all of the poll lines are even now that i look at it... so weird. i guess i'll just hafta wait to find out what happens next. :P

and now for some news about my favorite member of DBSK, TVXQ, Tohoshinki, TVFXQ, DBSG, and all of their other names: jaejoong. XD i ilked him when i first saw him (korean version of rising sun thanks to emily), and i loved him when i got to know him. on variety shows and other tv shows of course, i'd be in heaven if i could actually talk to him in person. >w<

so anyways, he's been cast as the male lead of a new movie called Heaven's Postal Delivery Man where he will act as a messenger between the dead (who are in heaven) and their family and friends (who are still living). His character is very deep and mysterious (that kinda sounds like him at times already :P).

the female lead is Han Hyo Joo and her character will eventually fall in love with jae's character, and THERE"S A KISSING SCENE!!!

i dont hate the actress like some fans do since i kind of find it stupid to hate an actor or actress for kissing your favorite celebrity and stuff along those lines. as long as it's just for the show or movie and NOTHING ELSE, then i'm fine. :P

anyways, the movie is gonna be minisodes like in DBSK's movie vacation (this is jae's first time acting without any other members in it!). they're gonna start filming next month and it's planned to out in may of next year. so i'm gonna be sitting on the edge of my seat in may, waiting for subs to be out. XD

hmm... i've decided to make this really long post purple. :P

it's 6 already. dang, i spent an hour and a half on this.


pointy.star

stuffs

i will never hear shake it by metro station, the same ever again. last friday, we had a prep rally (we always have one when we're up against warner robins since they're our big rival altho we always lose to them) and they were saying that a couple of warner robin's cheerleaders came to our school and claimed that they had more spirit than we did.

when the "cheerleaders" came out, it was 4 doods in wife beaters that said go warner robins! and in short skirts with skin tight shorts underneath. and when shake it came on, they did this crazy dance thingy and other retarded stuff. but yeah, now i cant listen to shake it without pictures of guys in skirts shaking their butts popping into my head. not a pretty picture.

my english teacher, mr. thompson, is pretty cool. last friday, he had all of the desks in his room pushed back against the wall and the chairs arranged in a circle in his classroom. he never exactly told us why he did it (altho we never bothered to ask either). near the last 30 minutes of class, he told us that he needed to do some work at his desk so we could read the assigned pages that he gave us for lord of the flies so we wouldnt have alot of homework over the weekend or just do something quietly. he didnt care if we were sitting in our chairs or on the floor.

15 minutes later, we found sabrina asleep on top of her book laying on the floor. when austin pointed that out to mr. thompson, he whispered to us to quietly get our stuff and go out the door. he was a couple of steps near the door when sabrina woke up and everyone let out a disappointed sigh whle she looked at mr. thompson confused. after we all settled down, mr. rhompson told us that he did this to a kid last year and the kid thought that school was over since no one was there. in their rush to leave, they tripped and fell over. i cant believe that he actually did that to a kid.

so yeah, fall break's been over for a while now. it passed by really quick even though i didnt really even do anything. but it was a good thing we had a break cuz i really needed it. i got to catch up with myself and relax. so it was all good. :D

i just realized when i was taking a shower earlier, that, a month from now, twilight the movie's gonna be out. and in 2 weeks, i turn 15. and that's when the presidential elections are gonna take place too. sorry, stupid essay that i gotta write for lit just reminded me of that.

and to get my mind offa that, here's some funny icons that i found.


i dont really remember where i found any of those icons... but they're pretty awesome :P

i feel like i have alot to say, but i just cant think of what to say. does that even make sense? ever since fall break, i've been feeling like this. it's that indiscribable feeling that i had when i first had to live at the new house when we didnt have internet to keep me preoccupied. or something like that.

and i forgot to tell you. daddy's brother and his family finally became naturalized citizens (thank you civics, i would of never known how to say this without sounding like a retard, if you never taught us this) last thursday. on last tuesday or monday, mommy and daddy finalized the deal and bought another house in the neighborhood for them. yeah, they bought another HOUSE. where the heck did we get all of this money?! but yeah, it only takes a minutes walk to get to their house.

now for some DBSK talk and stuffid since you're the only one i CAN talk to besides shelle. i never did tell you about their newest album called mirotic. it's their own original word that jaejoongie made. he took miro, which means spell in korean, and added tic from english together which made mirotic. they said that they called their album that cuz when you listened to it, it puts a spell on you. their new image was mature and sexy, and man do they look hot! XD so yeah, listening and watching them sing and dance to their new songs, who wouldnt be under their spell?

this one is their korean album cover

and this is their japan album cover

i think i'll go now. i spent most of my time getting distracted while doing this post. :P


pointy.star

it's almost true in all aspects!

Which dbsk member are you? Your Result: Max Changmin Max Changmin? Well, lets see... You're shy when meeting new people and you're a genius. But just because you're shy, doesnt mean you can't be mischevious. In your kinds of relationships, you take it seriously but have fun at the same time. You like to have fun a lot and tend to follow what the older people around you do. You're slim as well, but have a big appetite. In fact, you have such a big appetite you eat at the night almost everyday. Other languages facsinate you except the one you speak fluently. You also have manners too. Either way, you're a Max Changmin!! YAY!
Xiah Junsu
Hero JaeJoong
Micky Yoochun
U-know Yuhno
Which dbsk member are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

like i said, it's almost all true. except i dont consider myself as a genius and i'm definitively not slim, but i do like to eat. :P and i definitively want to learn alot of different languages (mainly japanese and korean), so ya, languages other than the one i speak really do fasinate me. XD


onto other news about my life lately since i feel like i tell haley more about what's been happening with me more than i tell you.

guess what i ate this morning?! a GIANT MUFFIN!! one of my parents friends gave us some giant muffins the other day. they're as big as my hand! and they're really good. XD i wanted to take a pic of it so i could always remember the giant muffin, but shelle has the camera. i think...

we played some really funny games today in tech theater. the first game, i forgot what it was called, you had to sit around in a circle and someone would start it off and ask someone else a question. you can only ask people questions so the next person would point to someone else and ask them a question. if you laugh, pause for too long, or start answering the question, then you were out. the point of the game was about improvising cuz you really need to know how to do that in the theater. the game rememinded me of all of those word games our group used to play during lunch and PE last year and the year before that.

it was really funny cuz half of the questions were so random and off the wall. mike kept on asking the weridest ones of all. he asked stuff like, "how much purple can you eat?", "where do boogers come from?", and "how long does it take for a pig to fly?". mainly, he would ask questions that involved colors in it (usually purple), that in the end, mrs. jardin said that she made up a new rule: no more questions that involved purple. mike made a face and said that she just took away his next question.

and the next game we played was called assassin, but mrs. jardin said that she didnt really like to be playing games that involved the use of such words in a school. after she told us how to play, i came up with a new name for it: player. ya see, the assassin is supposed to wink at people (still sitting in a circle) and they were supposed to die a little while later. the point of the game was to figure out who the assassin was. and i thought that player could be a suitable name for it instead of assassin cuz the player is a pimp, and every time they wink at someone, that person faints cuz they're so much in love. :P

and it is finally fall break!!

we'll be going to FL for i'm guessing until monday or tuesday, this weekend so i really need to start working on my persuasive essay for lit. but i REALLY dont like our topic. why does it have to be about politics?! why couldnt we persuade people about something else other than which person we think should be our next president?! i hate persuasive essays!! i'd rather write expository or narrative papers instead.

lately, i've been writing really long posts. i guess its cuz that's the only time i have or remember to write on here, so i tell you as much as i can. and i definately havent been posting any pics up at all... i'll hafta fix that.

here's some pics of DBSK (since i'm so obsessed XD) that i like.

ahh!!! i love their converses!!! XD

i so want some of their pocky!!

jae looks so cute >w<

i'm prolly gonna add a couple of pics to some of the older posts cuz i feel like it. :P

oh yeah, haley made a blog a couple of weeks ago. we were at christina's house for our guitar lessons and she made one on my laptop. i got to write her 1st post for her cuz she didnt really know what to write and was pretty slow with typing. it was really funny, i kept on writing stuff that made her seem really overdramatic and stuff. she kept on tryin to steal my laptop away to erase everything that i wrote, but i wouldnt let her. and she got on the library's computer and posted another post a week ago, and i knew that she wouldnt delete my first post like she said that she would. i was so right. XP

i'll see ya later


pointy.star

fall break tomorrow!

i cant wait!!! i'm so tired of having to take last minute tests since we'll be out til next wednesday. yeah, fall break officially starts after school tomorrow and ends on the 14th (which ends on tuesday), so we hafta come back next wednesday. it's pretty stupid. why cant we just get out on friday like other schools do and come back on monday instead of wednesday if it's gonna be the same amount of off days?

krista called a few hours ago. i havent talked to her in ages. we didnt get to talk for long, but it made me realize how much we needed to catch up on and how much i miss everyone.

from what haley told me, it seems like our group is slowly falling apart. i wondered about it yesterday, would everyone be like this if i hadnt moved? i mean, from my schedule, i only had half of my classes with everyone at the same time, so would i have had to make new friends in my other classes like i have to now? would haley be close friends with bobby and all of those ppl on the bus if i hadnt moved since we hardly ever talked to anyone else on the bus when i was on? would haley have chosen to join band if i was still there? would kelly still follow lindsey around as much as haley said that she is, if i wasnt there? would haley and kyle have become best friends if i wasnt there since they both confided in me when i was? would krista be as what haley said that she is, if i was never there?

would i have made new friends in my classes without my friends or would i act like how i do here at HOCO? they're all selfish thoughts but i cant help but wonder "what if". i finally understand what shelle was talking about when she said that she always wondered "what if" when she moved from pulaski to taylor.

school is okay. i still havent made any real friends but i'm not letting my hopes up and i think that i wont make any this year. or any year when i really think about it. i'm just awkward like that. i dont even know how i became friends with haley and krista in 6th grade. and that was in middle school where we had the same classes everyday. in high school, you barely have the same people more than twice. all of my classes are interesting (as in there are some funny people in there) so it's enough for me. i just really hate it when you have to do a project with a partner of your choice. and lunch isnt that great either. that's really the only time when i really hate not living in Taylor (or Trailer County as krista calls it :P).

class was pretty funny in science today. our class was getting off topic again and mrs. edger said that this was the reason why our honors class is the only honors class in biology with the class average of a C. taylor didnt hear what she said so she asked if she could repeat it and after mrs. egder repeated it, taylor said "what?" and a 3rd of our class shouted what mrs. egder said at her together. it was really funny cuz no one was expecting that to happen and taylor STILL didnt get it.

jamie and luke were asking her how did she even get into honors and taylor said that she got in cuz she's smart. then megan and mrs. edger said that she just lacks in common sense and that got us all cracking up again.

and then, near the end of class, josh was trying to explain to alex what they meant in forest gump when they said that life is like a box of chocolate, but since alex didnt get it, josh gave up and told mrs. edger to explain it to him. so she was telling alex that life has lots of different experiences and stuff like there's lots of different kinds of chocolate in a box of chocolates. taylor, who was watching them, asked alex if he was even listening cuz he looked kinda out there. he shook his heasd and said nol. then he goes and says that if he had a box of chocolate, he'd eat it or something like that. he's so weird. :P

a funny pic i found a while ago

betty sent me this pic XD havent talked to her in a long time

oh! last weekend, jessica (from Taylor) had a last minute invitation to go to the movies with her and her best friend jessica (senior, 17). but in the end, i couldnt go cuz they had to go home early and mommy wasnt home to drive me to the mall so we said that we'd do it another time when we really plan things out in advance. but mommy took me and shelle to the movies and we saw nick and norah's infinite playlist. it was pretty funny. the characters and storyline altogether reminded me of juno.

DBSK's newest album came out!! i downloaded all of the songs! XD i really like afterglow and flower lady and especially you're my melody. i'm finally getting used to micky's new hair. you have to agree, only he could pull off that type of haircut. :P i found out from watching a video on youtube of them on a radio show recently, that micky wanted a different haircut at first but the hairstylest said that a member of super junior was going to get that cut. so he got something completely unique. it's so him :P i've noticed that he's usually the one who has the most different type of hairstyle. and changmin looks really mature with his new haircut.

dood, DBSK is getting famous in south america (they were mentioned on a music tv show about their lastest album) and mexico (a magazine talkin about their lastest album and it said something like mexico was ready for DBSK over there). can you believe it?! i was so surprised to hear about those two since they were nonasian countries. really, if this keeps up, DBSK will really be taking over the world of music. XD i'm just hoping that some music show in the US will mention DBSK, too.

that's all for now


pointy.star